COLDER THAN EVER, by WARHOUND

COLDER THAN EVER

by WARHOUND

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1.	COLDER THAN EVER 04:26	lyrics
I’M SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL ALWAYS SEARCHING, NEVER KNOWING WHAT WAS MEANT FOR ME NEVER COULD ACCEPT WHAT I WAS EXPECTED TO BE AND I CATCH A GRIP ON REALITY NOW I KNOW THAT THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME SAID GOODBYE TO MY INNOCENCE AS IT FADED AWAY I FEEL THE DEVIL SCRATCHING AT THE BACK OF MY BRAIN AS I RUN FROM THE TRUTH I’VE GOT A CHIP ON MY SHOULDER NO TIME FOR LIVING MY SOUL JUST GETS... COLDER THAN EVER TURNING MY BACK ON A WORLD THAT ALWAYS LEFT ME TORN COLDER THAN EVER I KNOW THAT I’M NOTHING AND I’LL ALWAYS BE NO ONE SILENCE IS RINGING MY EARS THIS LIFE HAS SHOWN LIGHT ON ALL OF MY FEARS ALL THE BULLSHIT LEFT ME WITH NOTHING BUT TEARS SICK OF SEEING EVEYTHING ISN’T WHAT IT SEEMS NOW I KNOW THIS LIFE WAS MEANT FOR ME I’VE LOST ALL HOPE MY LIFE IS FALLING APART BORN TO LOSE TILL I DIE DOOMED FROM THE START I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS ANOTHER MISTAKE ‘CAUSE I’M... COLDER THAN EVER TURNING MY BACK ON A WORLD THAT ALWAYS LEFT ME TORN COLDER THAN EVER I KNOW THAT I’M NOTHING AND I’LL ALWAYS BE NO ONE NO ONE SO MANY TIMES I’VE BEEN HERE ALL BY MYSELF NO CARE FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE THERE’S NO LOVE HERE NO HOPE FOR THE FUTUREAND LIKE EVERY HOPELESS SUCKA I DON’T GIVE A FUCK EITHER COLDER THAN EVER
2.	NO LOVE 01:38	lyrics
TRUST LOST HURT GAINED NEVERMORE WILL I FEEL THE SAME SAW MY LIFE CHANGE THE DAY YOU TURNED AWAY PARANOIA’S GOT THE BEST OF ME THE CONSTANT STRESSING’S BEEN MOLESTING MY MENTALITY IN ACTUALITY LIVED FALSE REALITIES NO HOPE OR LOVE FOR ME LIKE IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE. HAH THERE’S A VOID I’M TRYING TO FILL IN MY LIFE I KEEP SEARCHING BUT I KNOW THERE’S NO POINT TO EVEN TRY I KEEP LOOKING BUT I KNOW I’M FUCKING WASTING MY TIME NO ONE CAN CHANGE WHAT I’VE BECOME ALONE AND NUMB TO LOVE SLOWLY SLIPPING IN TO DARKNESS I HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE THE LIGHT THE LOVE BRINGS I DON’T WANT AND I DON’T NEED ANYMORE NO TRUST LOST HURT GAINED NEVERMORE WILL I FEEL THE SAME SAW MY LIFE CHANGE THE DAY YOU TURNED AWAY
3.	CUT SHORT (SO MUCH MORE) 01:58	lyrics
CUT SHORT FROM WHAT I WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN A DISSAPOINTMENT I’M ALWAYS SETTLING FOR THE WORST ALWAYS SETTLING FOR NOTHING I HAD IN MIND PUT IN MY TIME, GAVE UP MY LIFE BUT LIFE’S TOO SHORT TO FEEL SORRY ALL THE TIME I KNOW THAT IN TIME I’LL BE JUST FINE BUT FOR NOW I’LL KEEP PUSHING ON AND FORGET THIS PIECE OF SHIT I’VE BECOME I HATE WHO I I’VE BECOME THERE’S SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE SO MUCH MORE LIFE’S THE SAME I’VE SEEN IT LIFE’S THE SAME I FEEL IT SEEN THE REGULARS AND I DON’T DON’T WANNA BE IT I’VE BECOME SO MUCH MORE
4.	THE REALNESS 02:50	lyrics
I COULD NOT EXPLAIN WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU YOU SHOWED ME WHAT WAS TRUE WHEN I LOST FAITH IN EVERYTHING ELSE I ONLY HAD FAITH IN YOU PICKED ME UP OFF THE GROUND SAW SO MANY LIKE ME IN THE CROWD THE REALNESS SAVED ME FROM MYSELF CLEAR THAT I WAS FOUND YOU’LL ALWAYS BE AROUND NOTHING MORE, IT’S WHAT I NEED THE BEAUTY, WHAT I’VE SEEN IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER ‘TILL I DIE, THE AIR I BREATHE THE ESSENCE OF MY BEING IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER TAKE AHOLD TAKE AHOLD OF MY LIFE THE ONLY THING THAT EVER FELT RIGHT BY MY SIDE, SLAVE TO YOU TILL I DIE PROUD TO SAY THAT THIS IS MINE I DON’T CARE WHAT THE OTHERS HAVE TO SAY I COUNT HEADS THAT HAVE TURNED AWAY USED TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING MORE WHEN ALL I NEED WAS THE CORE NOTHING MORE, IT’S WHAT I NEED THE BEAUTY, WHAT I’VE SEEN IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER ‘TILL I DIE, THE AIR I BREATHE THE ESSENCE OF MY BEING IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER YOU CAME UP WATCHING ME NOW YOU KNOW HOW TO BE NOW YOU KNOW THAT IT’S TRUE THAT I’VE BLED FOR MY SCENE NOW THAT I’M BEING NICE NIGGAS THINK I WENT SOFT BUT THEY’LL KNOW I’M STILL HERE WHEN THE FAKES ARE GETTING TOSSED NOTHING MORE, IT’S WHAT I NEED THE BEAUTY, WHAT I’VE SEEN IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER ‘TILL I DIE, THE AIR I BREATHE THE ESSENCE OF MY BEING IT SURROUNDS ME HARDCORE IS FOREVER
5.	VIBE 01:29	lyrics
WHEN WON’T I FEEL THIS PAIN, WHEN? WHEN WILL I FEEL SOMETHING MORE?
6.	PARIAH 02:22	lyrics
WHEN WON’T I FEEL THIS PAIN, WHEN? WHEN WILL I FEEL SOMETHING MORE? CAN’T FIND A WAY OUT I’LL BE STUCK FOREVER DIDN’T HAVE AN IDEA WHAT TO DO IT DIDN’T MATTER I DIDN’T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE SO HARD TO SEE THE LIGHT WHEN YOU’RE ON THE FLOOR TOO PROUD TO BEG FOR PITY ANYMORE YEAH, I’VE EARNED THESE SCARS YEAH, WHEN TIMES GOT HARD YEAH, I’VE GOTTA DO ME YEAH, YOU’RE THE ENEMY ON MY OWN IT’S LIKE A FATAL ATTRACTION TO LIVE LIFE WITH SATISFACTION ALL ALONE WIN OR LOSE IT’S TIME TO LIVE AND CHOOS WITH NO HELP FROM YOU ON MY OWN GO FOR BROKE, SURVIVE OR CHOKE I’LL DO IT ALL ALONE PARIAH RISE UP FROM THE BOTTOM HOLD ON TO MY DREAMS LIKE I NEVER ’GOT EM ON MY OWN WHEN WON’T I FEEL THIS PAIN, WHEN? WHEN WILL I FEEL SOMETHING MORE? CAN’T FIND A WAY OUT I’LL BE STUCK FOREVER DIDN’T HAVE AN IDEA WHAT TO DO IT DIDN’T MATTER I DIDN’T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE SO HARD TO SEE THE LIGHT WHEN YOU’RE ON THE FLOOR TOO PROUD TO BEG FOR PITY ANYMORE YEAH, I’VE EARNED THESE SCARS YEAH, WHEN TIMES GOT HARD YEAH, I’VE GOTTA DO ME YEAH, YOU’RE THE ENEMY ON MY OWN IT’S LIKE A FATAL ATTRACTION TO LIVE LIFE WITH SATISFACTION ALL ALONE WIN OR LOSE IT’S TIME TO LIVE AND CHOOSE WITH NO HELP FROM YOU ON MY OWN GO FOR BROKE, SURVIVE OR CHOKE I’LL DO IT ALL ALONE PARIAH RISE UP FROM THE BOTTOM HOLD ON TO MY DREAMS LIKE I NEVER ’GOT EM ON MY OWN
7.	DIE SLOW 02:38	lyrics
I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M FUCKING SAYING THIS NO ONE BELIEVES IT DISGUISING IT WELL I LIVE A LIFE THAT WOULDN’T SELL HARD TO TELL IF I’LL EVER MAKE IT OUT OF MY OWN HELL TOO MUCH EFFORT TO CARE FEAR HOW I FEAR TIME’S GOT WORSE AND NOW I’M LOST WITH NO ONE HERE KEEP STOMPING MY DREAMS IN TO THE GROUND I’LL SEARCH FOREVER TILL IT’S PEACE I’VE FOUND RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES MY DREAMS CONTINUE TO DIE NO POINT IN PUSHING I’LL JUST BE LIVING A LIE WHAT’S THE POINT WHEN NO ONE CAN SEE ME? I’VE GOT NOTHING PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY LIFE AMONGST THE GUTTERS IS WHERE I LAY MY HEAD YOU SAY TO LIVE WHEN I’M BETTER OFF DEAD FOR MY LIFE I’VE GOT NOTHING TO SHOW ANOTHER WORTHLESS BASTARD AND NOW I’LL DIE SLOW IT AIN’T HARD TO TELL WHERE I’M COMING FROM NO HOME FOR ME TO RUN FROM THAT’S LONG GONE HEARTLESS AND WEAK THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME ALIVE IS THE HOPE OF INNER PEACE AND I CAN’T HELP THAT I HOLD ON TO EVERYTHING WHERE THIS SADNESS CAME FROM I FEEL THEM WATCHING ME EVERYTHING MY EYES CAN SEE HELP ME BEFORE THEY STEAL MY SOUL I DON’T FUCKING KNOW IF I’LL DIE SLOW HELP ME GOD HELP ME GOD HELP ME FIND A LIGHT SO I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT BOTTOM OF THE BARRELL STILL NOTHING CHANGES WHAT WAS I THINKING? I JUST WANT TO ERASE THIS COVER MY TRACKS THINK ON MY FEET IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO WANT SOMETHING FOR ME? I’LL GIVE IT MY ALL SIT ON MY THRONE STILL THE KING OF NOTHING AND NOW I DIE SLOW DIE SLOW CAN’T FIGHT THE REAPER
8.	BIG BROTHER 02:06	lyrics
"BIG BROTHER" BOUND BY CHAINS WE WON''T MEET OUR DEMISE BECAUSE IT'S OUR TIME TO TAKE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES THEY WEAR NO DISGUISE THESE GREEDY MOTHER FUCKERS JUST WANT US TO DIE WE ARE LOST AND WE HAVE BEEN FOR SO LONG SURROUNDED BY CORRUPTION WE'VE FORGOT WHERE WE CAME FROM OUR LIVES HAVE NO RELEVANCE LACK OF INTELLIGENCE THE LIES ARE ALL AROUND US SO GET YOUR MIND RIGHT SON LIARS CASTRATING US ALL THEY WANNA FIND US TRY TO BIND US JUST TO SEIZE OUR CONTROL FORGET EVERYTHING THAT YOU KNOW THEY ON THE PATH OF THE WICKED ILLUMINATED HUNTERS AND IT'S JUST AS PREDICTED DON'T THINK THAT YOU'RE SAFE DON'T THINK YOU RUN YOUR OWN HOME THEY'RE TAKING ALL OUR RIGHTS AND THEY CONTROL THE WHOLE GLOBE IF THERE'S ONE THING I KNOW IS THAT I'LL NEVER QUIT WE'LL RISE ABOVE IT ALL AND IN THEIR FACE WE'LL SPIT MOTHER FUCKER THEY'LL HAVE US LOCKED IN CAGES THE DEVILS THEY WANNA SLAVE US TAKE US FUCK THESE POLITICIANS DECISIONS MADE WITH AMMUNITION THEY TELL US LIES, I DESPISE WE GOTTA FIGHT WITH OUR MINDS OUR DESTINIES IN OUR HANDS THIS AIN'T THE PROMISED LAND REVOLUTION HUGE AUTHORITY MONEY CONTROLS ME BUT I'M NOT DOWN FOR IT SERIOUSLY SILENT MAJORITY WHAT'S YOUR PRIORITY? JUST A MINORITY AGAINST YOUR SHITTY STORY I IGNORE YOUR POWER HUGE AUTHORITY MONEY CONTROLS ME BUT I'M NOT DOWN FOR IT SERIOUSLY MOTHER FUCKER
9.	THE ABYSS 02:02	lyrics
THE WEIGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED I CAN’T FEEL A SINGLE THING MY CONSCIENCE HAS DRIFTED TO A PLACE ALONE CALLED THE ABYSS I WALK PAST THE COUSIN OF DEATH ‘CAUSE IT’S HER SISTER I’LL KISS AND TO BEGIN IT TAKES A HOLD OF MY MIND A PRISONER BEHIND MY EYES WHERE ALL I GOT IS TIME THE DARKNESS SLOWLY ROASTS WHAT’S LEFT AS I KISS THE SISTER OF DEATH I WATCH HER SLOWLY UNDRESS MY MIND’S SLOWLY LETTING GO CAN;T RECOGNIZE THOSE THAT I STILL KNOW I HEAR NO , SEE NO, FEAR NO EVIL CAN’T CONTROL THE DEMONS THAT DESTROY MY MIND I’VE WASTED TIME ONLY TO FIND OUT THERE’S NOTHING INSIDE YOU AIM FOR HEART AND MIND THERE IS NO END IN SIGHT NOTHING TO GAIN I HAVE BEEN DRAINED CTE WON’T FEEL THE SAME FORGET ME (FORGET ME) GOT NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME MY MIN’S SLOWLY LETTING GO CAN’T RECOGNIZE THOSE THAT I STILL KNOW II HEAR NO, SEE NO, FEAR NO EVIL CAN;T CONTROL THE DEMONS THAT DESTROY MY MIND I AM FOREVER LOST AMONGST THE DEAD YEAH, I’M DYING WITH NO LIFE BEING FED SLIPPED IN TO THE CRACKS AS EVERYONE AROUND ME LAUGHS SEE WHAT’S BECOME OF ME IT’S A CONSCIENCE I LACK SOLITUDE IS WHAT I NEED FROM THE LIVING MY DEPRESSION STOLE MY FAITH AND JUST KEPT ME FROM BELIEVING WHILE SELF PITY FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS YOU LEFT ME TIRED AND INSANE I CAN’T CONTROL MY THOUGHTS THE EVIL IN MY BRAIN I WANNA TAKE BACK MY FAITH I WANT IT ALL FROM YOU I’VE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT’S REAL I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS TRUE DESTINED TO BURN LOVE NEVER RETURN ANOTHER WORTHLESS DEATH ANOTHER WORTHLESS DEATH MY DESTINY TO BURN
10.	THE OTHER SIDE 03:09	lyrics
ALL OF MY LIFE I’VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS AND IN THE PROCESS LOST TOUCH WITH WHAT MATTERS THE SHELL OF A MAN IS WHAT’S BECOME OF ME LOSING COMPREHENSION UNINTENTIONALLY I STEP BACK AND I SEE THAT THERE’S NO CARE FOR MY SOUL AND IF I EVER NEEDED YOU I DON’T NEED YOU NO MORE SEE ME, HELP ME I JUST WANT THIS TO BE THE GUIDANCE I’M LACKING HAS LEFT ME ABANDONED ALONE I GO AND I WILL NEVER KNOW FORGOT MY SOUL HAVE YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME? ALONE I GO AND I WILL NEVER KNOW FORGOT MY SOUL SHOW YOURSELF TO ME ALONE I’LL LAST AS I WALK THIS PATH THE OTHER SIDE IS GREENER? BUT I SEE NO GRASS “HAVE FAITH MY SON” THAT’S WHAT THEY SAY TO ME BUT WHEN NOTHING GOES RIGHT WHAT MORE CAN I SEE? THEY SAY THAT WE’LL RISE UP IF WE ACCEPT AND EMBRACE ALL OF YOUR LOVE FOR ALL THE NIGHTS THAT I PRAYED THAT MISLEAD ME FOR ALL THE TEARS THAT I’VE CRIED FOR YOUR FANTASY I KNOW THAT THIS IS THE END AND I CAN’T PRETEND THAT I DON’T FEAR THIS BUT LIVING MY LIFE WITH HOPE HAS LEFT ME HOPELESS TIRED OF LIVING IN DARKNESS I CAN’T SEE HE STOPPED LOOKING PLEASE SOMEONE FIND ME ALONE I GO AND I WILL NEVER KNOW FORGOT MY SOUL HAVE YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME? ALONE I GO AND I WILL NEVER KNOW FORGOT MY SOUL SHOW YOURSELF TO ME ALONE I’LL LAST AS I WALK THIS PATH THE OTHER SIDE IS GREENER? BUT I SEE NO GRASS “HAVE FAITH MY SON” THAT’S WHAT THEY SAY TO ME BUT WHEN NOTHING GOES RIGHT WHAT MORE CAN I SEE?

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released March 17, 2013

RECORDED AND MASTERED BY NICK NATIVO @ THE NOOK
PRODUCED BY WARHOUND

VOCALS: JON ORTIZ
GUITAR/VOCALS: RONNIE VINAL
GUITAR: SEAN INACIO
BASS: SERG MENDOZA
DRUMS: NICO LACORCIA